Friday, December 5, 2025

I'M GRATEFUL FOR THREE MILES OF HOPE

Howdy, Campers ~ and Happy Poetry Friday! (My poem, the link to Poetry Friday, and info on my next FREE class are all below)



This year, the theme of the convention, DREAM BOLDLY, inspired uplifting and galvanizing sessions for the 8,000 educators, reading specialists, administrators, librarians, authors, poets, readers and more.

I just finished my second exhausting/exhilarating year of a three year term on NCTE's Poetry Awards Committee.  I've learned so much being on the committee. Last year--my first--was hard--a shock to my system, as I am not a fast reader. At first, books came a box at a time, and every day felt like Christmas.

Eventually? It felt like the sorcerer's apprentice--GAH! My bookshelves overflowed with magnificent and not-so-great books, and I stopped reading the morning paper because there were books to read and review on a daily basis. I could swear we were mailed 30,000 books each, give or take. 

This year was much easier. I was prepared. I asked for help from fellow committee members when I was brawling with google docs (where we posted our reviews), and they generously helped me.

Here's my wonderful committee feeling relieved, after finalizing our award choices (from right to left): Glenda Funk, Jongsun "Sunny" Wee, Junko Sakoi, Willeena Booker, Kasey Short, & me

The members are listed in more detail here.


And here are our winners:


(To read the list which includes the titles, authors, and illustrators, click on this link)


This the beautiful 40-foot high Big Blue Bear peeking into Denver's Convention Center

I felt a marked rise in hope for our democracy--both at home and at the convention. 

But today, I'm frightened by the news about Three Mile Island restarting operations. 

Even at the end of an exhilarating 3-mile hike with Sadie. Because I remember that terrifying spring day in 1979.   And I remember what I learned from the brilliant crusader, Dr. Helen Caldicott. When I heard her speak at UC Santa Barbara in the late 1970s or early 1980s; she changed my life.


Fear wound around me like thick rope. 

But...

For years, I've listed five things I'm grateful for each night and send it to a dear friend. Last night's gratitude list included:

*I'm grateful for today's outrageously, courageously wonderful 3-mile hike with Sadie.

*I'm grateful for my imagination. 

Still, Three Mile Island was too big. It took up too much space in my brain and my body. 

WHEN WILL THEY EVER LEARN?” I kept thinking. 

Then I thought back to my gratitudes.

My imagination piped up: "Honey, maybe you need to write about how you're coping (or not coping) right now. In fact," it continued, "listen to Pete Seeger and Joe Hickerson's song." Whereupon my imagination started singing Where Have All The Flowers Gone?...a little off-key, but still, it was moving...as is its refrain "When will they ever learn?"

"So," my imagination said, shoving me towards my laptop, "go copy that song's pattern. Make it a song of hope. You can do this!" 

(My imagination often scares the dickens out of me, but it can also be a compassionate cheerleader.)

And so, I limped to my laptop and wrote a rough draft of a poem...or perhaps it's a song. It only has two verses--it needs more. But it does contain seeds of hope:

WHERE HAVE ALL THE FLOWERS GONE? 
by April Halprin Wayland
sung to the tune of the original song

We are planting flowers, child.
They’ll be rising
We are planting flowers, child
We’ll watch them grow
We are planting flowers, child
To share these seeds, let’s pass them on
Each day there’s more to learn
Each day there’s more to learn

We are shining beams of light
In the shadows
We are shining beams of light
Let’s make them glow
We are shining beams of light
Guide our neighbors through the night
Each day there’s more to learn
Each day there’s more to learn

poem © 2025 April Halprin Wayland.

Oh--I almost forgot--here's a bit of hope:

Come join my next 3-hour class on March 4, 2026 through UCLA Extension's Writers' Program class, INTRO TO WRITING THE CHILDREN'S PICTURE BOOK ~ A Workshop for Absolute Beginners 

Enrollment ends January 11th...and classes fill FAST. Why? Because UCLA Extension offers 3-hour classes for FREE!

(After 26 years of teaching, do I still get nervous as my class begins? You betcha. But the moment I know my students and I are in that flow--that's the Great Gift.)

many thanks to Barney Saltzberg for this illustration

Note: this is a basic workshop for absolute beginners.

Learning to write a picture book in three hours is like

speed-dating.

On roller skates.

Down Mt. Everest.

Can you really learn everything you need to know in three hours?

No.

Still, the chase is quite exciting.

* * *

Thank you for reading this post. 

Now, it's your turn. 

What makes you grateful? 

What gives you hope? 

Thank you, Irene, for hosting Poetry Friday at Live Your Poem!


written with hope and gratitude for each of you
by April Halprin Wayland
with help from Sadie


Sadie this summer, taking a break
on a hot hike in Southern California



33 comments:

Margaret Simon said...

I’m grateful for You! Meeting and getting to know you better at NCTE was a highlight of the conference for me. Your song lyrics are hopeful and encouraging, even though things are terrifying each day. We have to sing! There are flowers somewhere.

Janice Scully said...

Thank you for the list of notable books and I will look for them. When will they ever learn? I don't think there is much learning or thinking going on. I enjoyed your poem: "each day there is more to learn."

Irene Latham said...

Dear April, I'm glad you wrote a poem and brought to us your special brand of hopefulness! And THANK YOU to you and the committee for working so hard to select poetry books. Labor of love! I have a long gratitude list. Right now, looking out the window, I think how lucky I am to see cardinals every day! (At NCTE folks were telling me how scarce they are where they live.) Love to you, friend! xo

Linda B said...

I'm so sorry our timing wasn't good for you, April, but glad you had a great time at NCTE. I pulled the pics of those poetry books onto my screen - Thx for all the work. And, thx for the shout about 3 mile island, & the article! I remember feeling sorry for Jimmy Carter who kept having so many crises! Love your song, certainly is in keeping with the original - and it's a must to pass those seeds along!

Carol Varsalona said...

April, first of all, I am grateful to meet you at NCTE after all these years of reading your Poetry Friday posts and your links. I am also grateful for being able to attend this year's NCTE even with the stabilizing boot and walker. Your post is filled with interesting facts, links, and special lyrical poem fit for a remake. Your information on the NCTE committee surprised me - reading all those books and choosing Matt's and Joy's books as notables.

jan godown annino said...

Dear Committee Member, my new UCLA guru, SongWriter & PeaceLeader, April. I send you smiles & apprecitations for all the Hats & Caps & Scarves you wear for The Good. Glad for your 3-mile Sadie success. TY for the folklore added verses lesson. And, the poem class I enjoyed with you this year via UCLA is memorable & still a boost. So... I expect a verse to consider ...will flower up & be to you in email this month.
My appreciation for your heart & soul & modeling Peace is boundless.
your fan, JAN
Won't mention names as there are SO many but I love flowing thru each category top picks. you've kindly listed to read names that GLOW for me. BRAVA! to finalists & special CHEER the final Ones....

jan godown annino said...

Carol, you are an example in moxie, courage & graceful resilience. BRAVA with XO, your fan, JAN

Mona Voelkel said...

Thank you for being one of the people who brought us the magnificent poetry books and NIV Notable list. I am looking forward to getting to know all of these. I am grateful for the gift of being here and what gives me hope is history. Love your poem, especially the lines: "We are shining beams of light/in the shadows." Thanks for all the light and hope found in your post!

Rose Cappelli said...

Thank you for all the goodness and hope in this post, April! I copied the poetry list and will be checking out the books I'm not familiar with. I'm grateful for a full life where I can read and write and enjoy the warmth of friendship and love.

Esther Hershenhorn said...

YOU, Ms. April, are a Shining Beam of Light! And, how lucky we Readers are that YOU served on NCTE's Poetry Committee!

Carmela Martino said...

Thanks for your wonderful work on the committee, April! I look forward to reading these books. I also appreciate your sharing your process, and your poem, with us. What a marvelous IMAGINATION!

April Halprin Wayland said...

I wish you lived closer so you could join my folk music clubs that meet monthly, Margaret! We sing to the ceiling and it feels so good. I'll bet you have flowers all around you. Thank you for stopping by. <3

April Halprin Wayland said...

Janice...there is learning going on in pockets of hope throughout the world--there is. Thank you so much for stopping by!

April Halprin Wayland said...

Dear Irene ~ I want to see cardinals every day, too!! Though I'm grateful that on today's hike, Sadie and I saw a regal hawk. Gratitude lists have changed my brain. As has NCTE.

April Halprin Wayland said...

Yes, our timing, Linda...so close, and yet so far away... It makes me feel better to read that you remember 3 Mile Island, too. We are not alone, but sometimes it feels like we're voices in the wilderness... We WILL meet in person again, I know we will!

April Halprin Wayland said...

Carol, Jan is absolutely right--you are all of those adjectives and more. I am grateful to have met you, too, and I apologize for my inability to remember names from DAY TO DAY! Life is life. When we meet at again, I will ask your name again, and then I will hug you.

April Halprin Wayland said...

Oh, Jan ~ thank you for making me glow! I know you are also working for The Good. We are fans of each other, believe me!

April Halprin Wayland said...

Hello, Mona ~ thank you for stopping by--it's nice to meet you via your kind comment! I'm glad you found hope here. There are so many good people doing so many good things--light Will shine in the shadows.

April Halprin Wayland said...

Rose ~ yes, yes--how many have the time we have to read and write and more? Thank you for reminding me to be grateful for the things we writers do daily. <3

April Halprin Wayland said...

Esther ~ right back at you, my fellow Shining Beam of Light! (Have you ever served on one of the NCTE committees? I think you'd eat all the books for breakfast!)

April Halprin Wayland said...

Dear Queen and Ship Captain of our Blog, thank you. And yes, my imagination can be quite wonderful...or load me up with all the things there are to be afraid of, in case I missed anything. Thank goodness for the app, Insight Timer--it helps calm me, focus, and if I wake up at night frightened, it helps me fall asleep. So much in our lives to be grateful for...and I am sooooo grateful for you.

Mary Lee said...

I'm grateful for the time we got to spend at the Poets' Gathering at NCTE chatting. I'm grateful for your (and your committee's) work choosing the Poetry Notables. I did my time on the CLA Notables and on the Huck committee, so I feel your joy-laced pain at the onslaught of books/reading/reviews. I'm grateful for the flower seeds I bought yesterday -- hope for the spring that waits below the snow.

Tina Cho said...

Thank you for sharing about NCTE & a little about your committee work. I was also there as an author, my 1st time at NCTE.

Patricia Franz said...

April, I'm grateful for teacher-poets like you who are inspiring not only child-students but us child-at-heart-students. Sharing reminders of what we can be grateful for is what gives me hope! Thank you!

mbhmaine said...

Thanks so much for the list of books and for backing optimism even when things, or actually, especially when things feel so dark. I distinctly remember Three Mile Island as I grew up in Pennsylvania. I hadn't heard they were restarting it. I think I need to go back and reread your poem.

April Halprin Wayland said...

Mary Lee ~ I'm grateful for the poetry peeps gathering, and time with you, too! As a native Californian, I have never had to wait for "the spring that waits below the snow"...a beautiful phrase. 💕

April Halprin Wayland said...

Tina ~ it's both wonderful, overwhelming, and wonderfully overwhelming, right? Thank you for coming by🌱

April Halprin Wayland said...

Patricia ~ passing.hope & humor from one hand to another is what keeps us marching, right,?😎

April Halprin Wayland said...

mbhmaine, I need to write a Three Mile Island poem...one that ends on a note of hope! 🕊️

KarolinaS said...

I'm grateful for...my commitment to embracing gratitude! I've been doing a daily 10 item gratitude list for, gosh, about 20 years! Sometimes, it's deep stuff, like my mom's love for me. Other times it's just, like, lucking into "Doris Day parking" (you know - how she'd drive up somewhere and the perfect parking spot was always magically available). I'm also really grateful to be writing lots and lots of poetry and to be actually getting fairly good at it. Happy Holidays!

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April Halprin Wayland said...

Karolina ~ it sounds like we are on the same wavelength. Gratitude definitely has changed my brain...(Which I am grateful for 😁)

April Halprin Wayland said...

Thanks, Jane