Friday, September 25, 2026

YOU CAN'T ORDER A POEM

Hello Poetry Friday Friends! Poetry Friday is hosted by Tricia-Stohr-Hunt at The Miss Rumphius Effect  this today. Thank you, Tricia!

Teaching Authors’ topic this round is “favorite historical fiction or nonfiction related to American history.” 

Esther starts us out with Those Red, White, and Blue oldies but goodies!

Carmela Martino is Recommending a new novel for America 250

Zeena asks, Who Writes History?

Bobbi writes about how All History is a Story

Mary Ann addressed The Dark Side of Historical Fiction

I was hoping I could write about a book I’ve read this year for NCTE's Poetry Awards Committee. But it can’t be one of this year’s books, as we’re not allowed to post about books we’re currently judging until the awards have been announced at the conference in Philadelphia this November (which will be my 3rd and last year on this committee)

Note: neither of the two books below are in print, so they're not listed on BookShop.org, and I refuse to link them to the big A, so I've linked them to AbeBooks.com

I tried writing two posts...one was about the powerful influence the book THE GREAT PEACE MARCH  by Franklin Folsom and Connie Fledderjohann had on me.

The other was about the huge influence this book had on America and on me, personally: SUGAR BLUES by William Dufty .

I tried, folks...I really did. But in the end, nothing came together. 

Why? Because I've raised all 12 of my hands and am over committed, doing too much for the upcoming election and other causes, because, to be honest, I want people to like me. (Please raise your hand if you can relate.)

Image by Παῦλος from Pixabay

Last night I listened to a gentle, calming mediation on the free Insight Timer app: https://insig.ht/7tL1nMyCC6b  called "You Don't Have To Be Strong" taught by Tairo Mundawarara.

At the end, he suggests thanking your furrowed brow, your tight shoulders, and your clenched jaw. 

When I did, I relaxed…and realized that if I just posted a poem, that would be enough.

YOU CAN’T ORDER A POEM!
by April Halprin Wayland
 
I’m standing above it,
pointing right at it,
determined to pry this
stubborn little poem loose
from its cardboard carton…
but it’s no use.
 
“OUT!” I shout
but it grips the sides,
squinching its eyes,
this sour, dour,
fierce little thing
disappears down the box.
 
I sigh.
Close my eyes.
Then I step in.
The little thing is shivering. 
I gingerly offer a memory—
a play dough morning when I was three.
 
The poem smells it warily
then slowly shuffles next to me.
 
I hold it,
rock it,
warm it.
We sit,
just sit.
 
Then,
in time,
I rise
and slowly lead
this trembling poem
 
out of the box.
poem (c) 2026 April Halprin Wayland. All rights reserved.

We all have too much to read, get too many emails, struggle under the weight of too many TO DOs...so thank you very much for reading this post!

Posted with love and hot air balloon-filled hopes,

April
If you're on Instagram, my handle is @aprilwayland

Written with help from our very licky dog, Sadie...

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16 comments:

Carmela Martino said...

April, posting a poem is MORE THAN enough! I especially love these lines:
The little thing is shivering.
I gingerly offer a memory—
a play dough morning when I was three.

The poem smells it warily
then slowly shuffles next to me.
Thank you for sharing!

laurasalas said...

April, this is wonderful! Overcommitted, please-like-me kids and grown-ups alike can relate--me, too!

Margaret Simon said...

April, I am with you in the overcommitted department and love, love your poem! I can smell the playdough on your hands. Good luck with all the reading for the awards. I will, sigh, sigh, not be at NCTE this year. I fondly remember spending time with you last year.

April Halprin Wayland said...

Thank you, Marti ~ and I REALLY appreciate you reaching out about the links that weren't working. I've changed the Big A links because I found both books on AbeBooks.org. You are the best!

April Halprin Wayland said...

Thank you, Laura...we're not alone, are we? Can't wait to read your post!

April Halprin Wayland said...

Margaret, thank you for stopping by. I loved spending time with you, too! Until we can get the orange guy and his allies out of office, I won't raise my hand to be on another committee. (But I suspect that one election is not going to clean up our government. So, I won't be at NCTE until our nation is a good resident in the global neighborhood of nations. :-)

April Halprin Wayland said...

Margaret ~ I loved spending time with you, too! I'm not sure I'll be at future NCTEs, either. *sigh* Take care!

Irene Latham said...

April, thanks for all! I have been an Insight Timer listener for YEARS, thanks to your recommendation! I remember sitting in a poetry workshop when we were supposed to write a poem that included a certain 6 words and thinking, "I cannot write on command." But you know what? I have learned that I actually CAN write on command! Life is funny. xo

Rose Cappelli said...

Thank you, April. Your poem feels so personal. I will look into the Insight app.

Mary Lee said...

All kinds of truth here...including that wonderful doggy-kiss at the end!

Karen Edmisten said...

"Because I've raised all 12 of my hands" — ha, yes, this says it all.

I love the gentle coaxing of the poem that you've described. Patience, and gentleness, and ... more than enough.

Linda Mitchell said...

I love that little poem that needed love...that you gave and it grew courage to come out of the box. Beautiful!

Patricia Franz said...

I'm going to carry that sweet metaphoric poem with me all week -- what a gift you shared! And THANK YOU for all that you are doing with those 12 hands!!

Jone said...

Oh this! "determined to pry this
stubborn little poem loose
from its cardboard carton…
but it’s no use." I have experienced this recently. I had to step back and let it simmer.

Liz Garton Scanlon said...

Gosh, I feel you. This is such welcome humanness, April...

Cathy Stenquist said...

April. I am so glad I stopped by and saw your post. It is wonderful. Raising my hand— relating to the feelings you shared. The challenge of getting that poem out of the box when your head is swirling with all the other stuff is so true. You expressed it so beautifully that it welled me up. Your personification of the poem is so moving. It felt like th poem was our hearts, needing rocking, holding, and reassurance. One of my most favorite poems. Thank you.